Visons of Broken Sanity

Title: Sacrifice
Rating: PG-13 for language
Pairing: Faith/Crossroads Demon UST. Mentions of past Faith/Sam, Faith/Dean and references to Faith/Buffy.
Warning: None
Spoilers: Buffy: None. Supernatural: If you know about the deal and what a crossroads demon is, you're good.
Summary: Faith makes a deal.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone. I can't be anymore plain than that.
A/N: This is part of my Doomed!Verse. It takes place during "A day at a time"

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Hey. I haven't been on here in a while. I've got to change that.

So I haven't been around lately.

There's been alot going on. Failed attemptes to move out, bruised and cut me and broken computers. My life has been crazy lately.

I'm trying to wade my way back.

Get Your Sexy Name

you are violet #EE82EE

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

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How did I forget to rec this?

So I started a verse that Dani, Nicole, and I dubbed "the porn movie 'verse" because it mainly consists of a amazingly vivid porn move in my head. Plus it started as a entry for the Porn Battle.

So anyway I tend to write snippets of what's going through my head with this verse or what I'm writing of it and Dani, the wonderful erotic temptress that she is, wrote story out of it that manage to fit in the verse.

http://community.livejournal.com/pethronindilwen/21464.html

Pairing: Sam Winchester/Dean Forester, Dean Winchester/John Winchester
Warning: D/s, Daddy!kink and all around hot wrongness. Really Really hot. But WRONG! *loves on Dani*

Seriously people look at me weird when I say that I'm a Faith-centric writer.

And I look at the weird when they don't know *points to user info*

While I'm on the subject, listen all, I know Faith is a "love her or hate her" character. I choose to love her. Some people that I know and love choose to hate her. Great. Groovy. Blahblahblahblahblah. But if I have to deal with one more asshat trying to talk me out of my love for the girl, head will roll. I don't ask that from you all, why do it of me. And I find it funny that it's the same chick that did the same thing for my Cordy love.

 I'm not asking you to turn your opinion around based off of all the reasons I love her. And I get that you all have characters that you love that I don't. For instance, I'm not a big fan of Willow and with Buffy, I alternate between rolling my eyes fondly and wanting to slam the girl into a wall (what? She's a slayer- she'll get over it) and because of that I tend not to write buffy in a pairing unless it's with Faith or requested (once someone requested Bangel *thank the gods it wasn't Spuffy*). Doesn't stop me from reading fics that my friends who love them write (hey Nicky even makes me like her Buffy/Dean). I'm not even asking that much of you. Just back the hell off on this issue already. Love you and all but...no.

ooo speaking of Faith, I claimed a evil!Sam/evil!Faith table *twirls* I'm going to use it for my Storms verse

OK so...I'm corrupted. Dani did it to me. She made me realize that Dean Forester is SO a sub. Sam is also a dom.


*sighs* I can never watch glimore girls again with innocence can I?

*waves pauses then waves again*

Hi everyone.

That's all. really. Yesterday I made a post on my LJ saying that I'm stepping back from the personal/social side from the whole blog/fandom thing for a while and stick with just posting fics. I don't know if that rule applies over here but yeah for now I think it's best to step away from the insanity. Maybe once judging season starts up again I'll be in a calmer place but *shrugs* I gotta do what I gotta do.

On a random note...Dani keeps writing me porn.  I heart her *nods*

K this is public because I've talked about it enough in my FO posts.

hate in fandom...what the hell is wrong with you people? No seriously- what is WRONG with you people. What kind of pcp laced crack are you people on that you think it was okay to rip into people over their fanfiction?

Let me start at the beginning. *tilts head up* About a year ago (must be longer) I joined but didn't friend a comm called badbuffyfic where writers basically put up stories about fiction which is supposedly horrible. Why? Because I am all of two with the insecurity of someone younger and if you didn't know this about me I doubt you ever read my journal. Anyway I was convinced that one day I would check back and my work would be up there. But I have no memory and forgot all about the going back part.

Fast forward. Last night denied_heaven sent me a link to her journal going on about this comm. And since I was in the middle of my own mental breakdown, I didn't out two and two together. Great. But then this evening, it dawned on me to check it out and find out what was on the comm to make her so upset.

You see the "People who own my heart" list over there on the side of my LJ? You don't get to trash them. I will hunt you down. I mean it. Hurt any one of them and they will be looking for  body parts over various states for the next couple of decades. Don't worry though, I'll make sure you're alive to witness the hunt and happily reunite with said body parts.

Now, I understand those things in fics that make you want to write up the author and explain the basics of the english language, I do. But taking the time to sit there and flame someone's work and not even having the courage to do it to their faces is beyond pathetic.  You all lose at life- clear enough for you?

If you have so much time to flame, may I suggest a different activity? End world hunger. Find a cure for AIDS. Do something worthwhile that is so awesome that I have to stop and admire you. Go Ahead, knock yourself out.

And for the record: I like vamp's fic. Oh noes! send the fandom police for me.

I have too much fun writing the darker side of characters- I'll admit it. I can write schoomp once in a while but most of the time I stick to angst and anguish.

That being said...writing this scene was a little weird considering how clearly I saw this in my head.





"My daddy shot your daddy in the head" Sam sing-songed.

"Sounds like it was painful" Faith grinned trailing her knife along Jo's face, twirling her blond hair with it.

"Screw you." Jo grits out.

"Nah," Faith, shrugs as she plunges her knife into Jo's thigh.  " I had a blond once. She kinda ruined me for the rest."

Sam perks up a little at that new information but doesn't show it. He wants to know about this blond girl before making Faith forget all about her. 

Because Faith is his.

Even if she doesn't know it yet.

"Remember not to bleed her out" is all he says.

Faith just smiles as she twists the knife, making Jo scream. Sam laughs and presses a kiss to Jo's head.

"Sam," Jo tries again, "this isn't you. You're under some demon's control. Maybe hers."

 Faith laughs as she finally pulls the knife  out from Jo. Getting up from her stool, she pushed Sam against the beam that they had Jo tied up to and knows that his arm is brushing up against Jo.

"Is that so Sammy?" Faith purrs. "I got you under my spell?" She stabs the knife  in the beam beside Sam and Jo screams.

Looks like she missed the beam.

So I put all fic except for Storms that I'm working on, on hiatus until August to work on this one piece for reel_spn over on LJ. For that I'm doing a rewrite of Cruel Intentions andI'm too thrilled since it's one of my favs.

with that in mind I already started writing scenes *grin*

here's one- it's all unbeta'd and stuff but I'll put chapters beta'd and random scenes I write gleefully as I go along...not.

Christian Kane/Dean Winchester
R (because it's a tease scene)

Pairing: Faith/Angelus, Faith/evil! Sam, evil!Sam/Dean (do we see a theme here?)
Summary:  Nothing says love like the first time you see her slit a slayer's throat
WARNINGS: evil!Sam, graveyard sex, dirty talk, character death (though I'm not sorry. Just happy for the excuse), implied wincest(actual wincest in the next charpter), and voyeurism. And that's just the opening. I'll add more the next chapter.
A/N: I missed evil!Faith. So I brought her back, post-chosen and a bit harder (because I refused to relapse her into S3 Faith). Also spoilers for SPN ep. 2.14 "Born Under A Bad Sign" (yeah yeah yeah "DUH"). Love to Nicole for rambling with me until 3 in the morning when this came together and to Casey who sent me in an emotional spiral which sent my muse flying.
Disclaimer: *sings the "characters are not mine" song* Apparently they belong to a bunch of other people.
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This one is five drabbles but the series is finished so I just strung them all together here.

Title:The domestic behaviors of Faith Lehane
Fandom:  SPN/BTVS.
Pairing: Sam/Faith, Buffy/Dean and um...a hint of Sam/Faith/Buffy/(Dean)    (yes I'm a bad pony)


Morning  Paper-

Title: Reflection in a Chemistry Lab.
Author: Ebonypsyche
Pairing: Faith/Oz, mentions of Oz/Willow and slight reference to Faith/Angel.
Rating: R
Word count:266
Spoilers: none. This is AU season 4 of BTVS
Beta: </a></strong></a>denied_heaven is my angel with this.

 Shiny mirror take 2-

Can't Believe

Rating: PG-13 (for bad words and angst)

Pairing: Faith/Lindsey

Words: 948

 A/N: So really nervous here. I never wrote a fic that ended like this *blink* and because of that the girl in me needs a sequel. Because I hate these endings *glares at Erin (my muse)* So yeah feed back would be the best thing in the world for this. Also I find it funny that out of all the bunnies in my head- a random song gets me to write something that is about NONE of them. *laughs* The song used here is Can't believe by Faith Evans featuring Carl Thomas.

 

5 Draables/one shots for today.

Take 1-

Title: Saving her
Series: Buffy the Vampire Slayer 
Character/Pairing: 2 original female characters and a mention of Xander
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mentions of religion taken really far for a character. Also…slightly dark.

I'm going to end up mirroring my LJ stories here.

Don't look at me like that- I will.